Welcome to October..

LIFE is another blink of an eye. But LOVE is ‘Hello’ and ‘Good bye’. Have you ever heard of this quote somewhere or some time ago? I believe for those of you who did follow my so-called-previous blog have might be ‘arranged’ to accidentally read this quote. It was so true for me as so far as I can recall and see plus experience, it is 99% true.. This is based on my own simple calculation and statistics (I’m not that good in Math), and it’s more related to my life as well.. and some people around

So, speaking out of October, I was trying to look back of what I’ve done so far since earlier this year. Recall and recall.. Owh, I didn’t managed to went to Bandung as planned, but I managed to go back home twice this year (and counting..). Thank you Airasia

To be not around for two years, all of sudden everything is not familiar. Here got this, there got that. I’m like a stranger in my own home town. Shame on me. I just can’t simply act and be fake that I know everythings. Baru dua tahun, belum lagi 20 tahun.. Haha! But, to be around with my mom and dad plus my childhood friend, everything just come back like before. Hence, it never change the fact of where I come from or who I really is.

I don’t have SLR, all pictures taken by my Nokia N95 camera only

It’s been about a year since I’ve said I want a Canon EOS 40D camera. But I ended up purchasing PSP, Nokia N95.. new external hard disk and few other unrelated stuff(s). Around last week, I did become an ‘instant’ photographer, without knowing plus acknowledging the function of camera that I’m using (which then the client thought I was the main photographer as I managed to fake the fact that I’ve experience, which is NOT, hehe).

please take not that I’m not familiar with Nikon camera

In life, there’s not much changes happened. I’m still with the person that I love, one and the only person I want to be with. Still working with the same company, driving the same car.. Using the same phone number, still having the same toothache sometimes and hanging around with the same (ex)colleague and friends.

I’m happy with my life. No complaint. To have what I want to, to be around with people that I wish to is just the most sweet moment ever. I wonder why people claimed that they wasn’t happy for everything of their life. Being left is normal, and leaving is a must after a while. It just a matter of understand the real or the hidden fact of the life. Lets think about this, why should people depend on each other if in the end we are all alone? Is it better to be alone or to become someone who doesn’t afraid to be alone?

Is life was really unfair? Or is it fate is the one who cheating?

Lesson 1 : Learn to accept.. it’s part the learning process of life..